Thursday, December 12, 2019

Life

Let us go, then
Let us go, then
To where the fresh air chokes on the yellow fog
To where the universe refuses to be disturbed
To where they talk of Michelangelo
To where the coffee spoons measure life

The yellow fog rises to the sky
The yellow fog bends to say goodbye
The yellow fog spreads its wings to fly
The yellow fog, powerless, will soon die

Down this deep blue fjord 
As we watch the rocky coast
We travel on and on
Waiting for the dawn

Down this foreign fjord
With steep islands on both sides
We travel on and on
Hoping for the dawn

This endless, endless fjord
These cruel, crooked coasts
We wander on and on
Careless of the dawn

Let us go then, you and I
To where the day is stretched out tediously like a patient on a table
Like a patient etherized on a table
To where the time is slow, slow, slow
To where the night never comes
To where the bare tree grows lifelessly
To where we will wait, wait, wait
For Godot

We wander on and on
Waiting for the dawn
Hoping for the dawn
Careless of the dawn

Let us go then, Gogo
The door is wide open
I will show you the paths that we must travel
Travel on and on and on and on
For reasons unknown

Certain half-deserted streets
Cheap hotels and sawdust restaurants
And the gloomy October night
Are our little joys
We shall laugh at them, defiant
And the fog
Ah, the fog
We shall scorn how it lingers upon the pools
We shall scorn how it slips by the terrace
We shall scorn how it never rises
How meaningless, the fog!
Only time will tell
Aye, we shall laugh and scorn

Because this is better than the dry, empty days
Where we wait and wait and wait
Where nothing happens 
Nobody comes
Nobody goes
For reasons unknown
No, this is better

Oh, we will dare
Aye, we will dare
We will disturb the universe 
We will barge into the party room
Where nobody comes and nobody goes
Whining of Michelangelo
We will measure our lives with coffee spoons
And we will laugh, delighted

Though we do not know the eyes
Though we do not know the arms
We will see him
Aye, we will see him
We shall not wait any longer for him
But we shall find him
We shall seek him
We shall find him

We shall be a pair of wings
Soaring across the vaults of the majestic skies

We are not Rosencrantz and Guildenstern
They are dead
I am Hamlet, and you are Laertes
True heroes both
We are alive now
And we will be alive after the end of all acts
For we trust in a life stronger than death
No human voices will wake us
For this is no dream

And when we return we will hear silence
Deafening silence
And we will look at once, both of us,
To the bare lifeless tree
And we will see the sudden leaves sprouting on the empty branches
And we will hear, in the silence
An inaudible whisper
'I am life
Visiting this barren tree, your barren lives, 
Bringing hope,
Bringing meaning
I am whom you have sought incessantly
All your lives
I am fulsome life
I am Godot.'
And in a moment we will comprehend
In a moment we will smile through sudden tears
Tears that fall on fertile ground
And we will leave, you and I, to where the sun never sets
Let us go then, you and I, to where the sun never sets.









Tuesday, December 10, 2019

Listen

Throw your colours to the wind
It doesn't matter anymore
The swirls of crafted artistry that 
Pulse at your masterful fingertips will
Get you nowhere.

Forget the greying, ageing hues
Forget the fading, bending rainbows
Forget the emotion you have recollected
Let the poetry that waits within
The mind to slink out in the same old letters be
Left to itself to slip out unseen
Unheard
Unheard.

Heard melodies are sweet 
But those unheard
Those unheard

Heralding the new day to its fullness is
The joy of a thousand, million birds
Their songs echoing each other's and
Coinciding in one grand chorus of the dawn
Open the eyes of your exuberant thoughts and
See the gentle curve of a smile on the ground waiting
For you to take rein of it, to gallop to seventh heavens
Forget the swirls and the letters and
Listen
Listen to life
Listen to the joyous infinities

Heard melodies are sweet
But those unheard
Those unheard

You thought of sculpting your way into 
The secrets of art
Rest your hammer and chisel and
Stare straight into the gold of the sun
Grab the sun and
Make it your dawn and whisper it out in a 
Tentative symphony
Forget, forget the swirls and the letters
Forget what you remember
Forget your very thoughts
Listen
Listen to life
Listen to a thousand, million whispers of joyous infinities

Heard melodies are sweet
But those unheard are sweeter
For it is sung in silence
And in the silence
You will listen
To life
To the whispers of happy infinities.




Saturday, December 7, 2019

A Tale Of Two Birds

It was the best of times,
It was the best of times,
It was the age of wisdom,
It was the age of freedom,
It was the epoch of belief,
It was the epoch of audacity,
It was the season of Light,
It was the season of Flight,
It was the spring of hope,
It was the wing's tightrope,
We had all the skies before us,
We had all the earth below us,
We were all going direct to Heaven,
We were all going direct to new nests,
Nothing could go wrong,
Nothing could go wrong,
Everything was alright,
Everything was alright
I had everything under control,
I had everything under control,
And I was on the top of the world.

                     *

Happy, happy skies
That shine the light of day
So benevolently upon me,
A tiny sparrow!
Aha! I do feel it in my empty bones
That this day is different
Aye, this day shines different!
I feel different!
Today the world is mine to command
It's I who will tell it how to spin!

I fly high above the fluffy floor of the clouds
Not like those other weakling sparrows that ramble o'er the treetops
My wings are stronger,
And I follow the flight of them eagles
Oh, I was meant to be an eagle!
Trick of fate that hatched me in the wrong family
But that doesn't matter
Today is not a day to pout over such trifles
Today we fly,
Putting the world beneath our wings!

Light shines on the sweet layer of clouds
I fly just above it
Above me is the empty blue sky,
A sky emptied of its white cotton jewellery
Winds whistle at me, kindly, of course -
From every side
Below me, through the gaps in my white floor,
I see mankind, sprawled about in flimsy cities and villages
I snort.
If only they could fly like me.

The one-eyed blue face that stares at me, in turn,
From above, never blinks.
I feel so close to that one kind eye of life, the sun
It is just within the reach of my wings
I could reach out if I wanted to, really
If I wanted to...
Oh, that lad Icarus didn't know the first thing about flying
Wings of wax, indeed!
My wings are true,
And when I chose, I will fly towards the one-eyed wonder.

Hm! Where are the eagles, I ask
Where are them who brave the stormy nights to break through to the calmer skies?
Not one of them wanders even below me
All above and all below
It seems to me that I and only I fly
Emptiness is the air about me
Not a feather to be seen in the skies
And -
But what -
Wait

What is this deafening silence that I hear,
This calm before some mighty storm?
My wings flutter, my eyes dart to every side
What is it? What is it?
There is nothing above or below
Am I alone in this fear? 
What is this mighty silence and emptiness?
The clouds scoff at me,
And the sun seems to laugh
And then - silence. A sound of thunder

I gasp - what I see before me is a giant white bird
I mean it - I'm serious!
It's got this huge beak, above it to eyes staring at me
What's really unsettling is that it hasn't a feather - it's all bone
And it's big - as big as ten storm clouds put together
The two wings are shiny and they've each got two big spinning wheels -
And the crazy bird's headed right towards me!!!
I should've stayed in my nest
I should've stayed in my nest, should've, should've aargh!
YIKES! It's right in front of me why is it following me it's got me I'm done for

OUCH. It hits me with its beak. Sure hurts.
Funny, when it bumped into me it seemed like
There were a lot of humans inside it. Hmmm.
What are they doing so high up?
Trying to fly again like that chap with glued-up feathers?!
Sigh. These folks never learn.
Presently, I stop thinking to myself because there's something
That seems a bit more important at hand.
I can't flap my wings.
Seems like I'm gliding downwards 

I check again. Left wing - no answer
Right wing - sleeping. 
The big white bird has done some serious damage
To my aeronautical system -
I can't fly anymore!
Yeoooooww! In the realisation, my brain stops working
And my wings stop flapping
And I'm twirling and whirling down and down
Falling headlong
Aaaaa!

I plummet down the white cloudy floor
The vast green stretches of some part of earth appear before me
I've heard that in the last few moments of your life
Your whole life flashes before you
I see myself as a nestling, crying to my momma for food
In my childhood nest
I see a teenage version of myself arguing
With my dad for permission to get out of the nest
I see myself flying away from home, naively determined to reach the highest heights,
Against the wishes of my parents

And then I stop seeing clips of my life history
And the pretty green pasture that I'm racing onto
Beats the living daylights out of me.
Blank, every thought flies out of my mind
And I'm in a coma or something.
Slowly, I come to my senses, or to what's left of them.
Ouch. That hurt, I think, when I'm able to think again
I look around in a daze,
And it takes sometime to realize that
I'm alive or something

I look around. I'm under a big tree. Green grass towers above me
On my left and right and all around I guess it's the green field
I saw from my previously undignified bird's eye vantage 
I realize that my wings are kind of broken
It'll take time to heal...
In the meantime I guess I'll hop around, explore the town, find places to eat
So for the next few days I do just that.
I make a good old nest, just like the old times
And get a few good pieces of fruit
I don't meet anybird else, though

I have plenty of time to think as I play Robinson Crusoe here, wingwrecked
And I introspect, a lot
I guess it's all my fault that I got in this mess
Was too naively audacious, recklessly optimistic
Should've listened to my parents. Hmmm. Well.
Gotta be more practical and stuff. You know. Prudence and all.
A bird should know where to fly.
The better part of valour is discretion, as they say back at home...
Well, no use moping around, I'll make the best of this -
Heal myself, get my wings, fly high, set the skies on fire again.

Cause I so am gonna get back on the air again.







Friday, December 6, 2019

Memory

I see unmemoried jigsaw bits
Clicked in place together again
In a puzzle of sublime comprehension
In a moment of crystal clear vision
I see thoughts that have been hiding in my mind for centuries.

O Raveloe

Now that winter is come
It seems that spring never was
And never will be again
Spring, awaken from your slumber
Shuffle off the show from your sleeping eyes
Come out from the snow where you hide
Come quickly, lest my golden-haired child stumble
Away from my life into the lives of strangers

Awake, Raveloe!
Listen, I have heard that a bright dawn is risen in your midst
A weaver of sad memories and sweet dreams
Let him see the dawn even if I may not
Take my gold child to where he lives
And let me rest in peace

Light

Eyes burn when they see true light
I see bright morning in Your eyes
And my eyes are afire

Let me be beggar to Your palace,
Where the sky is the roof
And the light is the Sun's 
Then I will whisper that light into my heart of hearts,
And the leaves of my forest will become the flames of new candles.


Death of the Night

It is cold outside
I feel the night shivering in the light
All my fears have fled
There are no nightmares but those that shiver and die.

Who Dares Label Man?

Who dares label man?
Canadian, American, English, French
Italian, African, Japanese, Indian
Chinese, Korean, Russian, Serbian
Who dares raise his voice
To pinpoint a man and say
"This is he."
Black, white, dark, fair - 
What matters the colour
Of the skin of your brother?
Who dares answer?

Have we not heard a thousand, thousand times
That within every man lies the same precious soul?
That coursing within each man's veins is the same red blood?
That behind every pair of human eyes is the same intelligent mind,
Capable of an infinity of thoughts?
Have we not heard?
Have we not heard a thousand times,
A thousand, thousand times those words
And denied entry to those words,
That we are one,
That we are brothers,
That we are equals,
That we are one family of nations?

Each man is capable of the noblest actions
Each man is worthy of the greatest respect
King or beggar -
What does it matter?
Who dares label man?
Who dares answer?


Music Of The Dawn

Listen to the sound of winter’s wind!
Icy as the river it has tamed
The clouds fly o’er in ecstasies of grey
All nature caricature of a tear.

Listen to the quick-hastening storm!
Rumbling like a menacing fire-mount
Jagged white fells earth with splint’ring sound
Existence has donned a weary robe.

Listen to the music of the dawn!
Wrecking light on all that once was dread
The power and the might crush down my fears
I stand strong now for all the night is fled.

Rising from the brilliance of first light
Transfigur’d, I am the Sun, the stars.

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

Always

This quiet eve
When the sparrows have ceased their songs
When the city has hushed its citizens to restful sleep
When the white sands of the coasts of the afternoon horizons
Are engulfed by the blue seas of the evening
Life stares at me in the eye

Night approaches,
But it is but prologue to an exuberant dawn
Night is a clumsy trick of the eye
The sun is still there

Waiting

Your dawns are inevitable
Your sunrises are permanent
The light will stay still in your skies, child, and dance merrily
When you defy the lies of the sunrises and sunsets
Because there is neither
The sun is always there

Waiting

Beyond the laughing days and tearstained nights

Waiting